Alariwo Introduces Ojima..Do Enjoy her Write-up and Comment below.
I saw them do it..okay not really..but the gist I was forced to hear almost every night were so detailed I could pass for someone in the room when they did it…
I was not the most dedicated Christian but I believed in the dignity of keeping it until marriage…
I thought I could go through with it..but then I felt alone,like I was leaving on my own.
They made me feel stale..they made me feel like keeping one’s virginity was a plague.
My mum didn’t leave any stone unturned in educating us about sex. So I knew what it entailed..I knew it was wrong..at least according to the bible
But again it only just takes time before a song you hear daily grows on you..I shut my ears to the song I’d heard in the days of old and embraced this new tune..
‘At least he’s my boyfriend’ was the phrase I used to stay sane until the main day..
I got there way before he did..the hotel reception was crappy but I didn’t want to judge the book by its cover..I got inside and the leaves were no better than the cover..there were no flowers neither were there candles to reflect our shadows on the half painted wall..
But before I could conclude on my thoughts he was walking through the door..the next minute I started experiencing the bliss my friends talked much about…It felt so good..a little bit painful though but it felt nice..
Within minutes it was over..and like the gentle man I knew him to be he went to get me materials that would help me clean up..
Sometimes I just wished the call didn’t come or at least I didn’t venture to pick it up..but again I figured it could have being important..
‘So you’re dumping her after today..Yeah??’ he shot without any formalities of hello…
It was important alright..in fact it was a quick notice I was not meant to get wind of yet…
The joy faded so fast..the sorrow came in with a blast..my eyes were blinded with so much hate I could barely see him when he walked in…
Sudden pleasure turned to sudden pain…destroyed treasure..destroyed name..
I looked at them all with distaste when they crowded my bed asking me how it went..they probably didn’t understand what was wrong but I guess with the rigorous role they played in it..that was the least I could offer them..
I felt used and my conscience didn’t help matters at all…but I guess that was d price I had to pay..the very expensive sum I had to pay for disobedience..
By Ojima .A
Twitter : @ojimaa